BETTER

just want to say THANKS! I'm feeling better now and have found middle ground and as soon as I (find) the safe place I put camera there will pictures posted. YEA,After I dusted the machine it still remebered how to sew me maybe not!

Grief

Why can things be moving along THEN out of nowhere IT hits! 7 months and sometimes I still think Ed's here?! I've been trying to move out "things" but sometimes it tooooo much! So I'm going to hang it out there instead of holding in, you don't spend 18 years with someone and not HURT! I'm hurting cause I visited Ed's dad today (he's so mad that I let Ed die) but you know I miss him too; but have to go on. I know or can understand the pain NO parent should have bury a child but life happens. Can answer his WHY'S anymore than grandchildrens. At least the grands, understand when I say GOD needed a special angel (ED) that I'm ok don't like it but Sorry to rant but feel better now! Thanks

AFTER

Sorry for the ORDER but ? After then the painters Drew and my son Jay who's not been home for 10 years (Kayla father) who's looking for a job? but then isn't everyone. Ed left the house to Mellissa and they have sold theirs, so Steve ,Mellissa . Sofia and Drew along with the grand dogs are here sprucing the place up! deciding if addition will work or a New house. ???

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Before

INFO needed

Does anyone live in MOTHER-in-LAW type conditions NEED pros and cons ASAP!