Thursday, March 18, 2010

Grief

Why can things be moving along THEN out of nowhere IT hits! 7 months and sometimes I still think Ed's here?! I've been trying to move out "things" but sometimes it tooooo much! So I'm going to hang it out there instead of holding in, you don't spend 18 years with someone and not HURT! I'm hurting cause I visited Ed's dad today (he's so mad that I let Ed die) but you know I miss him too; but have to go on. I know or can understand the pain NO parent should have bury a child but life happens. Can answer his WHY'S anymore than grandchildrens. At least the grands, understand when I say GOD needed a special angel (ED) that I'm ok don't like it but Sorry to rant but feel better now! Thanks

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  1. I think it is harder for those of us who stay behind than those who've gone ahead. I'm sure that Ed is one of those special angels. It is just hard for the rest of us to understand God's why's and how's. My thoughts and prayers are with you!

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  2. Was Ed your son? I looked back on your blog and am not sure. I am so sorry about your pain and loss. To have a loved one dies almost causes a hole in the heart! I lost a grandson in 2007 and I still say I have 7 grandchildren...but one is with Jesus now! Please know that by love, my arms and others are around you!

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  3. Sounds like a lot of adjustment going on in your family right now. Sure hope everything works out the best for all. Thanks for visiting my blog. Hope you wander back.

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  4. Entiendo Que tuviste Una Gran perdida, Pero ha Ganado sin ángel En El Cielo y ESO es maravilloso ......
    Un abrazo.

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